Monday, March 30, 2009
Gross
Bored at home waiting until doctors appointment. DO NOT wanna go. Awkward stirrups and indecent exposure not my idea of a fun time if there's no E around. Still trying to run into him on campus. Never where he is in the past.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
"I dont wanna be the girl that you forget about"
I keep thinking about E. I want him. Bad. Plain and simple. I cant stay mad at him. He makes me all fluttery and and happy. He's the only guy I've gotten naked with that I wasnt having a nervouse breakdown about my body. We never boinked but I would have let him if it led that way. Whats happening to me? Im not who i used to be. Used to be traditional. Never do a guy I just met. Get to know him first.
Where has the old andrea gone?
Where has the old andrea gone?
Monday, January 26, 2009
"A smoking gun in hand, now dont you realize what you've done?"
To S:
Wow. I wonder how your mind works, where you think its ok to talk to people the way you do, and not expect there to be reprocussions. I've been more of a friend to you then you will ever be able to fully appreciate. Think back to the winter of 08. All those rides 2 DP? All the gas money you never gave me? You used me as a chuaffer. Sure plans were made to stay local some nights. But no matter what we ended up at J's place. I have nothing against him. He's fucking awesome.
You dont get your way and your throw a fucking temper tantrum. You know full well my phone doesnt work at my work. I dont pick up and you go into a little bitch-fit. You think I accept your apology for hurting me the first time gives you a free pass to being buddy-buddies. Think again asshole. You gotta make an effort to make things right. Dont apologize and expect me not to tell you to go fuck yourself when you joke about something that you know pisses me off.
Fuck it. Your a waste of my damn time. Im not dealing with your head games.
Wow. I wonder how your mind works, where you think its ok to talk to people the way you do, and not expect there to be reprocussions. I've been more of a friend to you then you will ever be able to fully appreciate. Think back to the winter of 08. All those rides 2 DP? All the gas money you never gave me? You used me as a chuaffer. Sure plans were made to stay local some nights. But no matter what we ended up at J's place. I have nothing against him. He's fucking awesome.
You dont get your way and your throw a fucking temper tantrum. You know full well my phone doesnt work at my work. I dont pick up and you go into a little bitch-fit. You think I accept your apology for hurting me the first time gives you a free pass to being buddy-buddies. Think again asshole. You gotta make an effort to make things right. Dont apologize and expect me not to tell you to go fuck yourself when you joke about something that you know pisses me off.
Fuck it. Your a waste of my damn time. Im not dealing with your head games.
Friday, January 2, 2009
Happy New Year Bitches!!!
Im late with this I know. Not that anybody reads this blog to begin with.
Im over the C bullshit. I've purged him from my life and my computer.
My friends have been amazing.
CO has helped me in more ways then she will ever know. I wish the best for her and her husband and pray to "any higher power that'll still listen to me"(Tucker Max) that they be blessed with the child they deserve.
S, even with all his dramatics he's kept thing interesting. Thats for damn sure. I hope he gets himself where he needs to be so he can be successful.
J, big gay J. He's been phenomenal. A bunch of fun. He's loud and cheerful and manages to make me smile when Im at my worst.
CD, we've been best friends for the longest time. I cant fucking wait for your wedding girl!!! I do apologize in advance if i over indulge on the alcohol. I will try my hardest to not be obnoxious.
Im over the C bullshit. I've purged him from my life and my computer.
My friends have been amazing.
CO has helped me in more ways then she will ever know. I wish the best for her and her husband and pray to "any higher power that'll still listen to me"(Tucker Max) that they be blessed with the child they deserve.
S, even with all his dramatics he's kept thing interesting. Thats for damn sure. I hope he gets himself where he needs to be so he can be successful.
J, big gay J. He's been phenomenal. A bunch of fun. He's loud and cheerful and manages to make me smile when Im at my worst.
CD, we've been best friends for the longest time. I cant fucking wait for your wedding girl!!! I do apologize in advance if i over indulge on the alcohol. I will try my hardest to not be obnoxious.
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