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Damn you creative juices!!! COME BAAAAACK!!!!!!

Currently I am:
Feeling: irratated
Listening to: Carrie Underwood "Befor he cheats"
Tasting: Tomato Soup from Panera Bread
Located: work

I'm really struggling with blog posts lately. I was all kinds of excited when I first started. Now I'm barely getting anything out. There's just nothing worth writing about lately. I dont want to post my yearly V-day rant early because thats just stupid. As that dreaded excuse for a "holiday" creeps closer I find it harder and harder to ignore it. ^ok that was just a little preview for Thursdays rant.

My manager thinks I'm depressed. I dont want admit that maybe I possibly am because that would mean going back on pills and having to talk to someone about it. I dont want to rely on pills to be happy. I want to make my own happy. When I told someone very near to me that I had stopped taking them in January 07 that person was so proud and happy for me. I just dont want to lose that. Its not just about that one person either. It's for myself as well.

I just dont know what to think anymore.