Currently:
Feeling: negative. i seriously cant pick one suck emotion to describe how i feel right now. I'm a combination of them all
Listening: nothing
Tasting: nothing
Located: recently flipped over mattress(hey i got something done!)
I cant figure anything out anymore. My mom may not let me take a vacation this summer to visit friends in Illinois. I'm not sure if I want to stick with my current major. I'm contemplating possibly moving out and going away for school. I don't know what I want anymore. My head is all mixed up.
I want more freedom. My mom is very controlling lately. I wanted to wear a skirt last week and the night before I was looking for black nylons and she got very suspicious and weird about it. I know she still doesn't trust me after what happened 3 years ago. I've been relatively decent as far as behavior goes since then but she still cant let go. I know she'd flip if she found out i put myself on birth control. I feel restricted and smothered.
AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHRRRRRRRRRGGGGGG
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