Just felt like putting in a fluff entry
Currently:
Feeling: confident that I can move past E
Listening: Lenny Kravits "As long as I'm living" stuck in my head
Tasting: bubble gum mouth wash
Located: next to indent in sinking mattress
I think I'm finally ready to let it go. I think I can handle sitting next to E in English tomorrow and not feeling either very angry or very dirty. I need to just let go. Wish him well and be done. I have T to look forward to this summer. That doesn't mean I'm not gonna make it hurt when E looks at me. I used to have an evil plan to make it visually difficult for him to behave. When I thought he might be interested the plan shifted gears from that to giving him the push to dump the hemorrhoid he's with. Now the plan has once again shifted and focus is on making damn sure he doesn't forget the little he did have with me and making sure he sees what he missed. After I'm satisfied that I have either ruined his head or I get bored then I'll stop. I wish this mind could be used for good over evil sometimes.
At least T thinks my evil thoughts are hot.
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