"Lucy in the Sky with diamonds"

Not alot has happened lately. I've been picking up more clients in the salon. I did have a very rude woman come in the other day. She criticized everything I did. Then she wanted me to use clippers to cut the hard skin around her nails and legally I can't do that. She was very insistent on it but i stood my ground. She ended up taking the clippers herself and hacked away at her fingers. Then of course she complained about the clippers being dull. Sorry they were meant to cut nails not your dead skin lady. I was very happy when she left. Told my boss to blacklist her name, that if she was booked with me again I was quiting.

Found out my van is gonna cost about 2000 in repairs to get it inspection ready. This makes me sad. I want my baby back :( Im tired of this little Taurus. I like my van becuase its surprisingly good on gas. And with prices being what they are I need to save where I can.

bits and peices

The salon is finally picking up. I had 5 people last week which is alot more then normal. My sisters and mom are almost out of school which means i wont have to be up at 7 am to drive anyone to school.WOO HOO!!! I'll be kinda bummed about the early drop off job being done for the summer tho. That little bit of cash really helped.

I heard from my grandmother yesterday. She had the tumor removed and is undergoing radiation . She's happy to have it out and Im glad she's ok. I planned on sending a card but as does everything in my life it got away from me.

Rubs me the wrong way...(second installment

One on one time with instructors!!!

Currently:
Feeling: jittery from caffeine buzz
Listening: people walking by and music in the distance
Tasting: Starbucks dark chocolate peppermint mocha frappucino
Located: The Connector at school

I don't know why but meeting with instructors makes me very jittery. Or maybe its the coffee drink but still neither one is good when coupled with the other. I know that the instructors are here to help and guide us college kids to be successful. I guess this nervousness is more an extention of my public speaking fear. Accept instead of a bunch of people seeing my fuck up and the chance of a few people forgetting the whole thing its just one person and no buffer zone.

So things got a little scarey last night with T last night. I thought for sure I was going to freak out(like i usually do) and push him away. He told me he doesnt go out much anymore because he feels like the odd man out since all his friend have someone to be with. I felt really guilty and started saying we could end this and he could find someone more geographicly desireable. He said if that was meant to be he would have already found some one. That he wanted to keep trying with me.

I really hope his mom lets me stay with them this summer.