"Im not crazy, Im just a little unwell..."

PEOPLE think I'm crazy when actually I'm just bored

Currently I am:
Feeling:a little sleepy and kind of nervouse for my mom flying to Nashville tomorrow
Listening to: the whiring of the dehumidifyer
Tasting: nothing
Located in:bed

So Im begining to officially freak the fuck out about English class. I have no clue what to do my research paper on and its driving me crazy. I submitted my proposal on immunizations and the diagnosis of autism but that topic is not good because of the lack of evidence. So far the only topic that sticks in my head would be perms and their effects on the environment. If only the college had books on that sort of thing. I also need to conduct an interview with some one in the industry. I hate talking to people. Its all that anxiety from public speaking.

On a lighter note I almost dove on my sister today. Now now befor you think "how is that a lighter note?" let me tell you the whole story. My sister Kelly is a junior in high school. Very tomboyish, never been into girly stuff unless we force her to do it. My mom, other sister Rebecca and I have decided Kelly is going to junior prom and she will be dressed up nicely. While driving down mainstreet in buzzards bay today we see a bridal shop with prom dresses in the window. I point it out and say how about a dress from there? Kelly says "Thats a bridal shop" and Rebecca pipes in "yea they dont sell prom dresses there" Now I started preparing for prom when I was in 7th grade. I had stacks and stacks of prom magazines for dresses and hair dos and make up galore. I spent four years looking for a dress and 2 deciding on a hair style. To say I am an expert on proms would be pretty accurate. My response to my sister Rebecca saying bridal shops dont sell prom dresses: "Fuck you bridal shops do so sell prom dresses. Do not even talk to me about proms. I know what places sell prom dresses and what places dont"

The car got really quiet.