I need new friends

I'm getting very tired of the drama with my two gay friends. GUYS ARE SUPPOSED TO BE DRAMA FREE DAMN IT!!!

Currently I am:
Feeling: drained and used
Tasting: Mountain Dew
Listening to: Alicia Key's "Falling"
Located: work as always

So I'm supposed to be going to Province town this Saturday with my friend Steven and his fiance Justin. Every time I hang out with them I'm the only girl. I was getting kinda tired of this so i decided I was going to bring my friend Autumn. We planned on staying at Justin's the night before because he lives in Dennis port. When Steven tells this to Justin, he gets all pissy about it and says if she has to come then he just wont go. I feel that's fucked up because I make it possible for him and Steven to see each other when they aren't supposed to be. All I wanted was some more girl in the mix. The three of us got into a giant scream fest that ended with me storming out screaming and swearing at them and leaving Steven stranded. At this point I just don't give a shit anymore. They use me for their forbidden relationship and I'm tired of it.

Steven had the nerve to call me today looking to see if the trip was still on. I told him I don't have a car this weekend mine died(big fat lie) because I just didn't want to go in a circle. He said why not use your moms car. My mom actually does have to work all weekend and will need to move between jobs at times that i would be away with the car. I told him I'm not taking his mom's car because what happens if she needs it. I'm also not on her insurance and what happens if we get in a car accident? He suggested the little burgundy car in my drive way. Oh yes lets take the car that has no inspection sticker, no licence plates, no valid insurance on it, and has mice in the engine. Dip shit.

My boss and manager both think these two are suckers. They suck your energy and money out until you put up boundaries. Then they either comply or leache onto someone else.

Where's the whiskey when you need it?