Life hates me.
Currently:
Feeling: aggravated
listening to: nothing
tasting: flat coke
located: STILL sinking mattress
So after getting my mom to let me go to IL this summer to see my friends she decides today she would rather me go with her to see my dad while he's at accounting school in Mississippi. She hasn't said specifically that she doesn't want me going but that she would rather the other way. I know her and this is only the beginning of he saying no all together. And I cant get all pissed off at her about it because I was kind of an ass to her today when we were shopping. I didn't mean to be a pain I was just very tired and my ankles hurt. I gotta make this up to her some how.
I miss T. I haven't heard from him in a few days and I'm getting worried. I thought he was into me but maybe I was wrong. E has been confiding in me the last few days about him and his lady. He worries the hell out of me. Despite everything that has transpired between us I don't hate the fact that he's still living. I just wish I could keep my feelings in check. I haven't revealed anything to him but inside my head its a roller coaster.
I guess I can count the fact that I havent started smoking again as something good.
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