"The pain will ease, and I can learn..."

The only days that suck are the one's with English class.

Currently:
Feeling: still guilty and used but also a little mushy
Listening:RENT songs in my head
Tasting: nothing
Located: ever sinking bed mattress

Nothing against the class its self or the professor. I seem to do pretty good until English class. E is there ignoring me entirely(some friend you are, asshole!) Great fine be with her, I don't really care anymore but for crap sake if we're going to be friends why not act like one? If your just saying that to "spare my feelings" sorry. Too little, too late for that. I just wish he could feel the pain he caused me. Honestly I wish all the guys out there that treat the girls in their lives like crap could see what its like to feel what we feel.

Those feelings are very slowly dissipating . I was on the phone with T for the last 2 hours and he was just sweet as could be. God I wish he was here now. Then I wouldnt still be hung up on E because there wouldnt be any "Spring break screw up"(thats the name it gets).

Here's to hoping my head clears itself out a little...